Hey there love, Christina Schmelling wrote: > Yes I have been busy so to speak. Walking at night and just wolfing > out a little. Also trying to get the tuition to college tied up. I am > happy to report its done. I will start school the 28th Aha. Better now? More free time I guess but still buissy. I am trying to talk to you some more now =P because next week my holidays begin and I'm going over to my dream territory again, which means I won't be here to reply e-mails. Actualy to tell the truth the connection between me and you seems to be so strong now that these e-mails are nothing but to tell eachother what has been going on... Do you feel the same? I feel your mind there everywhere I go and I know I will be with you forever. Anyway, I wanted to tell you about something slightly blushy. =P There were things happening to me always, like weird things I just had to do for some reason and didn't quite get why untill I saw the neighbour's dog doing the same thing some months later... =P The first time I was in love I got the idea in my mind what would happen if I peed in something that has to with the poor girl... thank god my brain still gives me a choice (actualy I had to say "No" to the idea twice, which is quite astonishing for such a freaky idea I thought I would never come across). Besides this there were then always the things happening with my body, I'll never forget to mention my fur and there were the rather silly encounters with dogs, that usualy ended up telling me I must be a K9 too or things that happened could not have. I guess I should get to the point by now... so ok, here I go =P... My body seems to be extracting substances with meaningfull smells in specific parts, which is not the same with other humans, not even my fammily members. Due to the fact that I have fur on my back, I never sweat on my back. The place where the tail should be obviously extracts some substance that smells friendly to dogs and on the other side... you-know-where... there appears to be some other substance extracted that is actualy colouring my pants, which is annoying, since whichever human handles the washing machine will logicaly assume I have not changed them for a very long time, which is not true. Phew did it. I just thought I got to tell someone. > I had a blast. Walking. Still feeling it though still hyper. You are > on my mind constantly. I cant stop thinking of you really. Same here, I'm thinking of you all the time. Of course there would be nothing more beautifull to think of so it's just fine to me. ;P Love you. > I really love you and I will look for this song I would love to hear > it. I will write more tomarrow or later I need to be outside right > now. I cannot explain it. I have to. I am not liking the confining > walls of the apartment right now. Nick is a sleep and so I do not walk > around but sit on the patio. I understand you, I too tend to just sneak out of the appartment every once in a while, hoping to meet no humans and not having to invent any reasons for going outside. It's just a basic need I guess. My only BIG PROBLEM right now is that my body is trying to be made to make me run efficiently on all fours and because I only walk on my legs, the contact between my arms and backbone hurts like heck (as the contact between my legs and backbone would otherwise if I was not walking) and I don't think anything other than walking on all fours (which I can't) would help, so... ouch! I've really got to think of something fast, this isn't funny anymore. =| Help! (Walking won't help me here, sports such as hockey or basketball won't do anything either because the stress isn't strong enough and not in the right direction. Doing athlethics is still not appropriate for the specific muscle mass that I need to stretch out, since too much stress on other muscles which aren't ready for it... These arm muscles evolved allong with the leg muscles because of the walking stimuli, I did not train them specificaly, so they are prepared only for walking and I can even sense my 'pad along on all fours' reflex has evolved, so... I wonder what's next!) > One new thing has happend this full moon my sense of smell has gotten > better which is slightly annoying at the moment all the food smells > are making me quite quesy. For me what I've noticed was my sense of hearing which could 'magicaly' ignore traffic and hear 8 semaphore beepers from 2 seperate crossroads at once, which was might I say, Interesting. Really every full moon I get something new, so I kindof look forward to the next one. The only thing is that if I want to tell any human about this, to explain why it's so special to me, they won't belive a thing. I guess they want to hear only in what ways I am simmilar to them and not what I actualy AM... -- I could run like the wind just to be with you. Observer aka DustWolf aka CyberLegend aka Jure Sah C'ya! -- Cellphone: 0038640809676 (SMS enabled) Don't feel bad about asking/telling me anything, I will always gladly reply. [AC/HFA(AS) -- no suprize] The perfect package for online business, ICI: http://www.aimetasearch.com/ici/index.htm MesonAI -- If nobody else wants to do it, why shouldn't we?(TM)