Roberto Blanco wrote: > There are so many things to talk about. I don't know what I should start > with. Oh yes, what about this very e-mail concerning the petition > against war. I wish it was that easy, there are evil people out there in > Irak, but war is never a good thing. However if things doesn't change, > it's hard not to foresee an armed reaction, with all its sad > implications. I wish it's not to be called war, though, but periodically > it seems to happen that these kind of events happen. It's not about Iraq at all, if you want to have an oppinion on this, you have to check the history of american politics. All this is planned in advance regardless of what Iraq is and what it isn't. For exmaple, there is a nucler weapons research facility in Slovenia and nobody gives a damn about it. > I am not in bad terms with > Espilon, looks like that passed. Still I do not feel like he's doing ok. > He 'disrupts' his own reality, it's a very old story but as far as I > know, he was causing trouble - once again - in some channels over > FurNet, ignoring people's advices and insulting back. What to say... > someone has to get angry at him, in the right tone, right way, not too > angry, not too little, and as Aristotle said, this is not just as easy > as simple getting angry. Well no. You might think it that way, but I will not allow Espilon to become an Omega in our pack. Do not teach him by hurting him, teach him by warm hugs instead. Ask the wolf within you, he will tell you how. Espy is an extremely sensitive fellow and he's still the best mind-reader I know... that is, the point he was making to you last time was actualy my point... I just wouldn't dare talk about it myself, not to hurt you. > I'm fine otherwise, taking control of my life. I can't complain. I > socialize with other furres and meet wonderful people, I make things > clear and everything goes on perfectly. Just what to do till fall comes, > but I will eventually figure that out. =] > Of course I did think about you. I suppose we kinda had a nice > conversation some days ago, regarding logic, heh. I took it mainly from > a logical and psychological standpoint, I guess. But heh, machines and > psyche? It's called Artificial Intelligence. I've been working on it roughly all my life. >=[ > Anyway... that wasn't the main point when thinking of you. I > have been thinking of how important you are for me, just a month and it > will be a year since we first met. It seems to be an eternity so far, > and I'm so glad it does. This last year, remains in my mind so perfect, > vividly conserved. I have been as happy as I could never ever expect to be. I feel you too wolfy. I feel these days like I was really with you. My body is acting strange, it does things without asking me first, such as drolling or choke-sneezing for example. Also I've been pretty high on my wolfish sense, I've been runing trough the woods at night and got the best feeling I could possibly feel. And I miss you, as when walking trough the woods, every once in a while yet too often, I remember there should be an Alpha around to hug me and to make me feel so owned and looked after... I'm all alone in this world, humans are so cruel ! > While I was thinking of you, I felt a bit sad, like there is a part of > my nature you still haven't fully accepted. I wonder why being gay is so > terrible to you. Shhhhhh, honey, don't talk about it. You know I love you and really I just don't care what you are, in the end it doesn't even concern me, but most of all I love you way too much to think about those DETAILS. What hurts me is when you talk about it... It's not that I don't like what you're talking about, it's that when you talk about anything in those human ways, it makes me feel like you've become something else... It makes me feel all alone again. Why do you keep mentioning all those DETAILS? You think it really makes a diffirence? You think you're any diffirent to a packmate because of it? HOW can you think of me in that manner??????? It hurts me when you do, that's all. > I will let it go now, take care, and talk to you soon. Ok love. -- I could run like the wind just to be with you. Observer aka DustWolf aka CyberLegend aka Jure Sah C'ya! -- Cellphone: 0038640809676 (SMS enabled) Don't feel bad about asking/telling me anything, I will always gladly reply. [AC/HFA(AS) -- no suprize] The perfect package for online business, ICI: http://www.aimetasearch.com/ici/index.htm MesonAI -- If nobody else wants to do it, why shouldn't we?(TM)