Silver wrote: > > By oppening this thread I invite you to post your oppinions about your > > wereness and wereness in general. > > I don't really have one, I just know how I feel and how I have felt from when > I was a really small child. I used to get in trouble a lot for howling, and I > didn't know anyone as crazy as myself until I came online in 1999. Before then, I was > writing a lot of poetry about how I felt, loved werewolf flicks and books etc. > I have been researching Norse myth and myth in general for the past nine years, > and enjoyed the common thread of shape-shifting through it all. I wrote a book > when I was 12 (which I never published), about a boy who could change into > any animal he wanted to. My writing was bad, but the plot and characters were > pretty good, so I might re-write it one day. Ah, art! Most interesting. Maybe we could make it a little exchange? I'm generaly a music artist, atho my primary form of 'art' (actualy "immagination implementation" if you get what I mean) was actualy programming. ;] I translate poems for a hobbie and write my own (quite a few describing my view of the world, mostly from the wolf perspective). I also write and remix music, ATM getting ready to collect them all (or at least the best ones) in an audio CD. Feel free to e-mail me some of your stuff or ask for a copy of my poems or music. As of my history, I haven't had much of a life until I learned I was a werewolf. In case you were wondering, I discovered my wereness from within; the wolf within me has been secretly guiding my interests and disslikes all my life, the whole thing just needed a name. I have learned I am a contherianthrope (a nonshifting werewolf, mind always 50/50 on wolf/human with occasional bursts of either) and have since found many things that interest the wolf within me, thus learned to enjoy life much better than before. You will notice some of the weres who are shifters and not contherianthropes have serious trouble understanding how a 50/50 mind is like, I have been fLamed on this before even by people not normaly considered trolls and I REFUSE to keep trying with people that say they would like to understand and really do not! > Somehow, I have always felt a deep and unshakable connection to wolves. I > do not claim to know why this is so, but I do know that it shapes a lot of my > voluntary and involuntary behaviour. Finding were groups online made me > realise how many people share this, and how many have their own opinions and ideas of > what a were really is. I am the type of person who accepts what they know and > how they feel rather than what they are told, esp with things of a more spiritual > nature. Given what I could see so far, it would be that a werewolf is a person that in whatever way feels a connection to a wolf within (or a werecat that feels a connection to a cat within for that matter). > > If we haven't met before, please be kind enough to describe your > > phenotype (werewolf/werecat/werefox/?) > > Grey wolf. I often dream of running over snow and open spaces bordered with > forest. I am, idealy (in the dreams) a black wolf (a black variety of the grey wolf, books say) who lives in a mountain forrest of relatively small trees, lush underground (the kick of the fact is that this forrest actualy exist and I go visit it every once in a while, I even have pictures of it and they are truly adorable... I am looking for a way to get them digitalized ATM). I would idealy live in a pack of other werewolves (well I do have a pack but I am not given the chance to live with them) and I tend to see my packmates in my dreams as well. For example the nick "DustWolf" is from a dream I had of my GF, who is an artic wolf who currently lives in a dust desert. > Everyone has their place. As long as their posts are intelligent, I don't > really have a problem with that. I am the kind of person to bite only if bitten, but a bit > of stirring can be entertaining at times...lol. Umm. I'm more like the kind of person that doesn't naturaly bite when bitten, but does naturaly bite when freinds/packmates get bitten. It does help get over nasty circumstances in a pack, but it is pretty cruel in a human environment... -- I could run like the wind just to be with you. Observer aka DustWolf aka CyberLegend aka Jure Sah C'ya! -- Cellphone: +38640809676 (SMS enabled) Don't feel bad about asking/telling me anything, I will always gladly reply. "Keeping an open mind is not about disregarding new definitions to things." The perfect package for online business, get your free copy of the ICI system now: http://www.aimetasearch.com/ici/index.htm MesonAI -- If nobody else wants to do it, why shouldn't we?(TM)