Hello Chrissy.



Christina Schmelling wrote:

> > And don't worry about what your father said, he was just angry and

> > all, I doubt he meant it.

> 

> I know and right now I could care less what he thinks he is just a

> lyer to me anyway thats all he is.



Umm, Chrissy well, I know this might sound rude, but somehow you should

make him at least think things between the two of you are ok. Don't

think I don't know your situation with him, but these are diffirent

people, he doesn't see things the way you or me see it, he's just the

diffirent kind. Your anger towards him might be feeling the right thing

to do in your POV, but I am nearly sure it isn't getting the right

message accross to him. Well think of it in that direction anyway, I'm

sure you'll find the right solution to the problem...



> Thanks thats nice to hear that you kinda missed me too.  I know I have

> really missed you. Yes I will be all right.  A lot has happend on the

> were front with me reguarding some changes. So that has been keeping

> me kind of busy trying to deal with these changes. I have also decided

> to check the air in the NG again just to check it out:-)

>

> I am a lot happier being my true wolfish self. Everything just clicks

> and works out its pretty cool.



Hehe, well okies. =]



Can you pls tell me a bit about what has been happening to you "in the

were front". Well because there has been lots happening to me and I

don't know how to put it in words. I'll be interested to hear if you

can. ;P



> Cool.  I have been trying to get with my mate on the astral plain

> again after all it is spring:-)



Hehe. *shrugs* =]



> Sorry I had to write that.



It's ok. ;]



>  It proves at how very comfortable I feel

> with you. little Rob (or as I call him little brother) has been at it

> again trying to get me to leave the pack.  Saying you are no good and

> I should run as fast as I can.  I told him "I have given myself to the

> pack and to Jure my mate wholey and completely and I do not intend to

> leave. Unless for some stupid reason I am asked to leave then I

> will".  Thats what I told him anyway whe we were IM.



Awww, sweetie. I love you I will never leave you. *Hugs*



> > P.S.2: Shhh, but I think I've managed to get Robbie off of that

> > planet thing. What do you think?

> 

> I would not know I think he is mad at me I have not heard from him

> sense the situation. I hope that you did. How you did it I dont know?

> but wow is all I got to say.



Well the whole story goes that someone obviously told Robbie that his

wolf within was only a guide and he kinda expelled the wolf out of his

mind, keeping him only as a guide. Since he did not have the wolf

directly in him he was acting strange and hurtfull towards us, but he

didn't leave us since the wolf was still around him somewhere. I tried

contacting him on the astral plain and all I got too was the poor

homeless wolfy; I didn't know what had caused it so durring the last

full moon, I have asked the moonlight about it and it told me what had

happened. So when Robbie next asked me what he was doing wrong I told

him to accept the wolf back into him as he is a part of him and it

worked; as you can see he is back to normal now.



Interestingly (don't go around telling him this, I have a feeling he is

a lil confused still), while he was without the wolf, he claimed he was

so affectionate to us previously "because he didn't know how to express

himself appropriately" and now that he's back to his wolf self he said

that durring the no-wolf period he was acting like that "because he had

some problem understanding himself"... I have also asked _him_ about

this theory and he confirmed it as possible, so this must mean the

moonlight was right.



And don't worry, Robbie is never angry at anybody, he's just being, a

bit passive and not sending e-mail untill he gets some.



P.S.: I have gone to the bank yesterday and have here another 50 to

send, I will send it today if I can otherwise in about a week, since I'm

going to the mountain-forrest for a May the 1st celebration.



P.S.2: Since my coworker is out looking for a job, I am not recieving my

monthly pay for the while untill he finds one and gains enough money to

resume sending (no this doesn't have any legal basis, it is purely an

agreement, which is ok to me since I care more about my coworker than my

mothly pay). This is why I am so reluctant to send to you, but don't

worry, I will send this 50 and I still have some more to send if

anything happens to you.



Take care, I love you.



-- 

I could run like the wind just to be with you.



			Observer aka DustWolf aka CyberLegend aka Jure Sah



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