Roberto Blanco wrote:

> Hey,



Hello dear.



> So I hope you are doing ok, but that you'll have to tell.



I'm ok. I miss you. *yip*



> I haven't got

> you around lately, and I must admit my own connection hasn't been doing

> its best. IRC isn't the program I've been using most, actually I've

> found MSN and Yahoo! to be far more trustworthy. But in any case, I

> guess if you want to talk to me in real time IRC is, right now, the

> option. Just letting you know I might not be able to gain access to it

> as effectively as I'd wish, as you could verify that last time we were

> around at a time.



That's ok.



> And here I am, wondering many things which don't seem to be clear. I

> guess I'm not clear enough about myself, but well that has been properly

> stated, so to speak. Heh, after having been told to fuck off, one gets

> to realize the other wasn't really taking it easy. And it's not that I

> have felt insulted that way in the past, not by you. I guess you're not

> the kind of guy who literally means it. Subtle differences. There have

> been other things making me worry, though. But there will be plenty of

> time to talk about that.



That last time? Well one thing it's... How do I tell you this? You are a

bit naive, I'm trying to help you and you refuse to cooperate. It then

goes once, goes twice then I freak out. Did I mean it? No. I guess I

must be speaking in riddles, but everything I say has a symbolic

meaning. Just like a long series of unrelated numbers will mean that you

keep telling me things that make no sense whatsoever in my mind, hitting

you as hard as with "fuck off", means you've just done the same thing. A

moment; on the long term there should be no doubt I love you.



I hope you don't feel insulted by the naivity bit. It has shown nicely

last time on IRC, with that girl that had to talk to you, remember? I

understand your telephatic abbilities, but how can you think you can

know and understand everything? The key to understanding this universe

is in understanding how you can't proove/understand everything. My

'manipulation' to you... am I not trustworthy? Why do you need to know

what I wanted to happen*? Why don't you just trust me? I mean you no

harm and I love you, you know that. If I had to tell you for everything

I wanted you to do exactly why and how I wanted you to do it... it would

be a waste of bandwidth! You will see we can work togather and do

mirracles, but first, you have to trust me.



* = The example was pathetic and really no reason to hurt you. I won't

torture you. What did I want to happen? I wanted you to roleplay. Ok?



> So making this short, since I don't know the time you are willing to

> spare with me, I'll be around most of the time if you look for me. As I

> have said IRC may not be doing its best, but there are plenty of ways,

> and I mean it, to reach me. In any case I hope to hear from you soon,

> just enough to know how you are doing and if you need anything.



I am willing to spend 100% of my time with you (I love you), allas my

reality does not allow me that. I'll do my best to stick around with

what I can. I'm afraid I have been left with nothing but e-mail ATM tho.



> Take care,

> Robbie



You too, love you. *hug*



-- 

I could run like the wind just to be with you.



			Observer aka DustWolf aka CyberLegend aka Jure Sah



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