Hello Jolien,



I decided to give you a mail about this. I guess you are the person I

would come to with a piece of art, for some reason. =]



I was thinking about how to write it down into something really cool,

making notes in my memory and memorizing the scenery as I went. Perhaps

it would make you understand the experience better.



I have finnaly left my friends at the bar, perhaps a little late. All I

said was "I have to go now", which is approximately true, since in my

mind was to say nothing but go, go outside, catch the moment while it

was still there.



I went straight home, had a quick drink of 500 ml of water, I didn't

want to feel any stomache pain durring the jurney, I knew I had to take

in the maximum amount of water to prevent that. As I drank I kept an eye

on the clock, time was running out. Will I catch the moment or not?



As I left home, I kept in mind that the moment will still be more than a

moment and that a couple of seconds will not make much of diffirence. I

nearly ran accross the city, powered by the feelings in my mind: Both

about catching the moment and getting that sheer amount of the addictive

animal thrill inside me I knew I would get if I got there anyway.



The scenery around me was changing, for most people it was time to go

home, for me it was one of the most beautyfull sights one could ever

experience. The sun was setting behing the hills, only a glaring

reminder that the twighlight moment is soon to come. A mixture of

feelings flooded my mind, both that the moment is comming and I will

soon get to experience it and on the other side that I have to hurry, as

time is running out.



Allong the way I keep thinking about my feelings in the previous days.

It was so clear and evident I've felt what I need, not wanting to scare

anyone, it felt exactly like I needed a master, an owner to keep an eye

on me. In the back of my mind were thoughts of that kid that so openly

wanted me to be his master and I understood his every thought so well.

Thoughts about bowing to show respect and then how dogs always look

their masters from below, mostly feeling the appropriate amount of

respect. The thoughts how many times I got hurt by people and how many

times have I seen people treat dogs like they thought was best suited

but was SO obviously wrong... but only to me of course. A quick thought

of my werewolf friend that I met on IRC one day, he agreed that people

were plainly so irresponsible they should be forbiden from owning other

animals. In the end it is true they found for themselves it was best to

forbid slave ownership, the slaves were obviously their kind... what if

dogs and wolves were their kind, they would finnaly understand... And

all this zeroing out the possibility for me to get myself a master, what

a pain in the brain... Let's think of something else.







-- 

I could run like the wind just to be with you.



			Observer aka DustWolf aka CyberLegend aka Jure Sah



C'ya!



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