Hello Chrissy,



You know, I've been getting the feeling that me and Robert might, well,

be a little dissapointing personalities...



Remember when you mentioned you wished you could just buy an aircraft

ticket and come for a visit? Well, without the 'security' (excuse) of a

longer holiday, me and Robbie could do that but we don't....



And especialy me, being Beta at this stage of wolfish devolopment, I am

so affected... it forces me to act like an 8-year-old if you get my

drift. In a human society it's not nice, it's considered hummiliating

and don't remind me on what I was like when I was Alpha, I was so 'good'

by human standards that I was actualy considered a control freak on more

than one occasion.



I feel so inferior; when near sources of food (fridge) or places to

sleep (bed) I would most rather just crouch on the floor, look as small

and subordinating as possible and wait until the Alpha comes and decides

what to do with me... And, it's so terrible, I constantly feel that

there would need to be somebody to hold me (over the back as a display

of dominance) and all that... Day to day is getting harder and of course

the human society makes it even worse.



What I wanted to tell you was that when we get togather and if I am

still Beta, I will need Robbie (or whoever the Alpha male is going to

be) like a child needs a mother AND it just might happen that my sexual

interest will be around zero, for the same reason. It's not that I'm

that incompetent all the time, it's this Beta instinct forcing me into

it.



BTW also, ahem when I'm Beta my voice is... diffirent... it's rather

high pitched, tho not all that much (in a howl it sounds quite

beautyfull); when I'm Alpha tho my voice can get to be lower than

hearable, so if you meet me when Alpha, prepare not to understand a

thing I say. ;]



Well, just wanted to let you know. Take care.



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C'ya!



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