Christina Schmelling wrote: > Hey My love, Hello Chrissy. Sorry for taking so much time to reply. > First of all Robbie finally got in touch with me and he kind of helped me > through a little. He told me I should tell you cause you would find it > interesting:-) Indeed. =] > I thought I should tell him first because the first dream was with him. The > second had to do with us you and I. > > Ok bare with me here I am really blushing hard. Understandable. =] > Ok the dream I had was of you and I in wolf form > getting....um....ahem..intmate together. It was so realistic but that is > not what bothered me. > > What bothered me was when I woke up I had claw marks all over mostly on my > back. Well that's aweso... awesome, right? Anyway, as I remember my usual instinct-controlled behaviour, I surely would have left claw-marks on anything I wanted to be close with if only I had claws. I tend to hold onto with such force that I completely drain myself until I am forced to let go to for a few moments until I regain the strenght... and all of this is completely uncontrollable! > At first I thought what the heck and then I remembered there was no one at > home at my apartment but me. Then I thought I could not have done this with > my own nails because I bite my nails when I am nervous or upset so I have no > nails. > > So that was discounted I went to the doctor to find out if it was a skin > condition of some kind he told me it was like I was mauled by a wild animal > they were indeed claw marks. I wonder what that doc must have thought to himself... You don't quite see a werewolf visiting every day. =P > So I quickly left and went home to try to figure it out. I kept it to > myself even though I know I can tell you and Robbie everything but its > really hard to tell a guy that you had an intimate dream of him. Especially > for me. Of course, understandable. > The first dream was of Robbie in pretty much the same way I described the > dream of you. > > Robbie had mentioned we have been trying to contact eachother on the astral > plane and it could be our spirits acting out what our hearts really want. I > would have to say I have came to the same conclusion. > > What do you think? Mmm, I think I had a dream once of being with you and you shifted in my arms, then I shifted too then I know things happened (but us males are never really aware of this part regardless if it's a dream or a reality). I remember it was very realistic and when I try to remember any more of it, I get the feeling of touching fur with my lower part of my body which points out this must be it. Well what can I say, I love you. Surely I want us to be togather and that, all the time not just when intimate. At this moment, while I am Beta, my sexual interest is not so great, about half as much as usual. But bestides that, I miss you here just as much as Alpha Robbie does... > Well I love you and I am going to get a good nights sleep tonight. "Looking brave to be We, looking proud to be strong. Just look into your heart, my freind, that will be the return to yourself, the return to yourself. The return to yourself. If you won then congats'unlence, be too much, then cry oh cry, be yourself, don't change, just belive in destiny. Don't care what people say, just follow your own way. Don't give up and reach to change; the return to yourself." P.S.: Never allow any misstrust into our relationship! > Love Always and Forever, > Chrissy -- I could run like the wind just to be with you. Observer aka DustWolf aka CyberLegend aka Jure Sah C'ya! -- Cellphone: 0038640809676 (SMS enabled) Don't feel bad about asking/telling me anything, I will always gladly reply. [AC/HFA(AS) -- no suprize] The perfect package for online business, ICI: http://www.aimetasearch.com/ici/index.htm MesonAI -- If nobody else wants to do it, why shouldn't we?(TM)