[quote]Lately I have been dreaming of being in a forest with other wolves and lots of little fellas bounding all over the place. I know what you are going through, but I am enjoying the dreams and feelings. I dont really know how to help you, except to say you arent alone mate. PM me if you need anything. [/quote]

Hewwo... I guess I do... I could use a friend and someone to talk to for a little. 

I've been getting increasingly strong m-shifts (I'm a contherian, used to it, so I don't act out on them, but it does effect how I think), lasting for days. It's been really hard and embarasing in front of people who expect you to think like a human (at college for example). I'm getting another one of those urges to submit because of the lack of wolf-style reasurance of my part in anything. I'm feeling stressed out and sort of helpless... I feel like if something is not granted to me by those who restrain and command me, I do not deserve it, particulary food and work and I love to work, aim to please in perfection normally, but now I don't feel safe enough to do anything... so it's tearing up my life and I'm frightened of almost everything and sorta... dunno what to do about it either. I know it's my wolf side, but I wish it didn't have to be so hard on this part of me.

Well you're like a nice wolf so I'll take cover with you. *hides his muzzle in your fur*

P.S.: It's like my memories of what may either be my previous life, or just dreams of how things should be... To be a Beta in a big pack... I gateher you are an Alpha wolf?