[quote="Thunderwolf"]I know,I have experienced that to many times alredy,but why lose hope? ;)

I have found some few people that I trust,maby I find someone here one day,who knows?[/quote]

That's certinately something in my mind too. I keep considering the option of finding a new close friend in this way and then I get hurt, but then I think why loose hope... yeah sure is fammiliar.

Don't know tho, when I'm feeling down I have in fact lost hope and when I'm feeling good I feel like looking around the most unlikely places and hunting for friends.  :) 

I think somebody mentioned it on the "making werewolves" thread (this relates to the "most unlikely" part above): What exactly gives me the right to do that? Is it right??  :roll: 

I don't know I'm sooooo confused about this, it's just so many questions and so many completely contradicting answers. 

I've been hurt too many times for what seems to be for sticking my nose in places I should have not (I think it's been said I've "been caught with my hand in the cookie jar" once or twice before, litterately) and on the other paw, what can be so bad about hunting for packmates (read: looking for friends)? Why loose my hope on ever finding more and giving up the search? And then how right can it be to just leave potential friends to themselves to drown in their problems, which could be solved so easily? :roll: 

I feel like I should continue to do it, but life teaches me not to and I don't know what to do anymore.  :?