Amethyst wrote:

> > Well I stalk only IRL and I kinda' don't do the rest of the stuff you

> > mentioned yet either, so... should I guess I'm normal? LOL. =P

> 

> About as normal as anyone else is.. laugh..



Irony, right?



> Well it's my fault for not insisting on seeing it, although when I did, he

> had it, he just didn't bother to turn it in..



Don't do that. It's no good.



> Well I didn't lie, and I

> survived.. thought about suicide once or twice, but I'm such a coward..

> laugh.. besides, suicide isn't a solution to anything.. and you end up in a

> much worse place than where you are at!



Well my problem being that I cannot commit it due to instinctive damage

prevention system. Simmilarly, I can't drink alcholol, for example.



> > > And something warm to put on when you find yourself naked in the middle

> > > of nowhere.. lol

> >

> > Lemme' guess: You have no fur? =P

> 

> Not when I'm human.. laugh..



Ah; I forgot! Me as a contherianthrope am kind of covered in a half-way

coat of fur. =P



When I went into the woods today, I got caught up there in some harsh

rain. It was pretty cold, but I did not feel anything negative about it.

Possibly because I was in The Woods, where I am nicely protected from

everything bad. The situation was much like it; the wolf instinct took

control of me and forced me to go to the woods, without an umbrella

naturaly. Then when the rain started, it kind of resumed control to

ME... gee how nice of it... =P



> Of course they do, I always termed them astral plane though, not broken down

> into separate channels but I suppose that could be possible too, I know I've

> been to at least one other level than the astral one, and I remember going

> thru the portal to get there.



To me, the astral world access is like built-in. It's part of my

internal control system, you know, the one I use for blocking pain, etc.

It's just a message to something within that reaches outside and I have

a connection.



> > Reminds me, there was a big female dog downtown, german shepherd,

> > beautifuly brown-black in furcolour, in perfect shape and... well you

> > know the stuff! Well anyway, the girl fell in love with me, you know,

> > love on first sight... Unfourtunately -- or maybe fourtunately, who

> > knows -- there was a fence between us (Crash!! Ouch!). I was there a

> > cupple more times, but then she eventualy kind of got over me or

> > something. Or something; I don't know, I probably didn't get over her

> > however. In my mind I still the glympses of those wonderfull round...

> > LOL. Ok, enough details for today! =P

> 

> laugh.. understood..  maybe she went out of heat.. laugh..



I just picked up an interesting quote: "I love animals... I've been

arrested for it!" LOL.



Also, it seems all the dogs in the neigbourhood are disapearing for one

reason or another. Three dogs that I know of have dissapeared so far!

Damn, I think I found this in the "100 reasons to know you're a

werewolf" collection!! =P



> > > Well that will hurt to hit, won't it?

> >

> > Well much like the previously mentioned fence case; LOL! =P Actually, it

> > gives me a _BAD_ headache to even think about crossing the line.

> 

> Good enough reason to avoid it... lol



I couldn't do it even if anything!



> > Well we need both to live, we're werewolves, right? LOL. I still like it

> > better this way; everything from control over people to control over

> > weather and then crash, boom, bang, ouch, damn, slam, etc.

> 

> I tend to not try to control people, if I'm visiting in a dream, I make it a

> good one.. lol usually involves sex.. laugh.. but that is really with

> someone I'm particularly close to so I'm sure he doesn't mind.. lol 



Well, that's it alright. I've once attempted to plug into a mind of a

dog that was agressive to me and implant some fear into that mind. The

problem is always that the connection is 2-way, so for a moment the dog

got into my brains too, and picked out some information. Anyway,

eventualy the end result was too powerfull for either of us to handle

and the connection broke the hard way.



> As for

> the weather, well, I can't say I haven't changed it, but I only do that when

> necessary because playing with the weather can have some disastrous side

> effects.  I do try to calm down storms so there is little or no damage, or

> maybe hold back the rain if I'm trying to get something done.  Other than

> that, the weather can do whatever it likes.. hmm that is kinda funny though,

> I always assumed the weather control was to my witch nature, not my werewolf

> nature.. guess I'm gonna have to rethink that.. lol



Did you know slavic werewolves are thought to be all 'witches'? I mean

male ones too actualy. I'm slavic, so it's quite interesting. =P



> > Well that's it yes, but the problem here is that I, being autistic,

> > cannot sense what other people think IRL (sometimes to the extent that I

> > don't even get irony)! Well anyway, the controlled dream seems much like

> > it, it just takes some concentration... "some"... Actually I would wake

> > up later as if I had no sleep at all.

> 

> That's because you haven't had any.. lol not to mention it is draining

> mentally..  lol



Well, but you know those things I get too feel, like that one of my

friends licks my forehead or gets onto doing the funny thing with my

their tounge on my ear (females esspecialy ;), that reall has the

relaxation effect. It cools my brains down.



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