Jolien Westerbroek wrote:

> Than you for the beatiful picture and poem. That must be a spitting image of

> you in the forest.



I found some of that art on a webpage and found it so interesting to

send it around to my freinds, you know, like post cards. ;]



> Than again, peeing in the woods is not so bad. Don't worry to much about

> what others might think. The most important thing is that you feel more

> comfortable with what is going on. Don't try to suppress it too much, that

> might make it worse (you'll probably know that better than me). What a

> struggle it is sometimes, isn't it? Do your other wolf-friends have these

> same 'wild urges'?



My Betas all completely subordinate and feel very (I mean *VERY*) lonely

and vounrable without being close to me. Like if they were previously

intendifying themselves with wolves, they suddenly all intentify

themselves with my pet dogs. =P



Other wolfys, outside my pack are generaly all shifters, which means

that they get occasional, but much more powerfull impulses to act like

wolves, for example like running around on all fours, etc. Freaky. =P



> That overstimulated happiness is a very familiar thing for girls. We

> experienced that a lot when our hormones started to play with our bodies. It

> is nice to have that together with somebody, laughing at about everything

> you come across. Come to think of it, adding up all these factors in your

> system right know (the hair, the laughing, the urge to set out a

> territorium, the unstable feelings, skin problems, stress, etc.) are

> probably hormonal. Can't you ask your doctor? You have probably way too much

> male (and other) hormones running around in your body.



Yeah, I know it's a hormone thing. It couldn't be anything else. I think

the whole werewolf thing is about having too much hormones in your

blood. When my 'wolf' is on, my eye pupils grow in size way beyond

anything normal. A friend of mine who is apporpriately young wen't to a

doctor because his parents were worried about the eye pupil size thing,

he got some CAT scans of his brain and they determined that something

unknown was causing a pickup in neural impulses in his brains at times.

Those can only be hormones, I know neurology this much.



But of course this doesn't change anything a single bit. In the end,

what diffirence does it make if I'm a "werewolf" or "a person who has

more hormones in his blood"?? They're not only sexual hormones, I can be

sure of that, otherwise I wouldn't be so attached to my (male)

packmates. 



> > What I think of it? I'll tell you what I think of it! I think of it as

> > that I've come into a group of people I thought were all TotTaLy NuTz

> > calling themselves werewolves and then find out that they are nothing

> > more and nothing less than exactly the same kind of people as me!

> 

> LOL! Isn't it scary to identify with a group like that? I never wanted to. I

> always wanted to be an individual (lone wolf...) :]



That's one of my packmates, hehe "Loner wolf". Or what he wanted to be

anyway. His instinct doesn't make him anything close to an omega for

sure, he is my little pet doggy.



> Maybe werewolves have a hormone problem too... :}



Yeah, that's probably it.



> Because you don't feel too comfortable (yet ?) about being one. You think

> those people are all totally nutz and you know you are not that deluded (:])



Every werewolf is like that actualy. I've asked.



> Have you ever seen or heard a real werewolf in the forest or anywhere?



In my dreams! =P (All three meanings in there. ;)



> Werewolves are mythological creatures who have veolved out of one or more

> legends. Like count dracula from Karpathia (he used to have a serious iron

> deficiency and needed a lot of blood transfusion, but never killed anyone

> for it).



Thanx to the age of the Internet...



--- Begin quote ---

In his 1970 study of the Hungarian witchcraft trials, Ferenc Schram

supplied the example of Jnos

Somogyi, a shepherd from Sopron County.  He was a werewolf and had a

lidrc, a familiar spirit in animal form.  He was a seer and

healer, saw lost horses, and identified thieves.  Under torture, this

belief system became demonic. 



The change may well have come about as a result of witch-hunting and the

shape-shifting that was associated with witches by the

demonologists, but more pressing was the insistence of religious

authorities that all magical activity was demonic.  The depredations of

the dwindling numbers of actual wolves in mountainous areas, especially

during hard winters, and occasional attacks on humans by wild

dogs or rabid wolves may well have been attributed to human evil, but

the main drive appears to have come from the demonization of

good magicians. 

---- End quote ----



This is from a historian.



> My opinion too. I've never felt the 'thrill'. If I'm scared. I'm scared. I

> don't see the fun in being scared, so I'm not at all attracted to

> rollercoasters. The fun part for me is, going with David and Robin and

> watching them have so much fun that it shows on their faces.

> I'm glad Robin knew how to laugh by himself. He actually had a lot of fun as

> a baby too.



It's simmilar to, you know, the way normal humans can't understand how

the wild animals can 'withstand' the harsh environment. When something

is your natural environment, you love it no matter how scarry it is to

you. Most normal humans enjoy the thrill of rollercoasters and fear dark

woods, I however, enjoy the thrill of dark woods and fear

rollercoasters.



> > --

> > I could run like the wind just to be with you.

>

> That would be nice, yes.



LOL. So nice talking to you. Fills me with happiness.



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