Jolien Westerbroek wrote:

> HAI!



Hello. Glad to hear from you. I've just been contacted by Rob (my best

friend's best friend ;) and felt good to see he does in fact like to be

my friend too.



> > > Jaccccchhhh! Not for me thank you.

> >

> > LOL. What a powerfull reaction. =] What would be wrong with pig sushi to

> > your oppinion? I think it's great, tastes just like fresh meat, a taste

> > which I, in my wolfish self, adore. ;]

> 

> Ahaa;] Fresh uncooked meat is not something I like, unless it is 'filet

> americain', which is pate-beef with herbs. No chewing there.



LOL. I understand.



> > Why would the first option be "more comfortable"? I have to consider all

> > the options.

> 

> Because it seems to me a more 'real' reason to write to a person that you've

> never wrote to before. Otherwise it might seem that I want to correct him in

> his relations with you. That is a wrong start-off. He might feel offended a

> little and not be so open minded to me.



You're right. I can't know, I'm not in your situation. Now your option

appears a better option to me too, I guess I missunderstood it a little

before.



> > > Allright! That is smart. I'll take my time reading and writing it, so

> > > it'll come across.

> >

> > Ok, I'll make a bigger list and then get back to you.

> 

> not too big please :)



Not to worry. I just need the time for it...



> Cool! I've seen a Japanese drum-group perform on huge drums one day in a

> theatre. KODO they were called. I will never forget that too. All the

> membranes in my stomach resonated with that sound. That was weird and very

> impressive. Could bring me easy in a meditative state.



'Sounds' great. ;]



> > > Yes! Awesom. Man, you keep amazing me!

> >

> > Sent in a seperate thread.

> 

> I loved it. It had it all. Fun, werewolves, friendship, and length...:]



Yeah, me and Robert were just writtin it allong as we discussed and

eventualy had to stop because it took too much time (school).



> > Yes. But I need the general format. Do I just quote the dialogue and

> > then insert comments allong?

> 

> What comments do you want to insert? Doesn't teh dialogue speak for itsself?



Hmm, I don't know how people would think about me publishing a simple

dialog between two people they know little or nothing of... =S



> I understand. I used to smoke weet (a soft drug) in my art-academy days.

> Than I had a bad experience and quited doing that suddenly. Threw me off

> balance and made me go through all those denied (cheated on) feelings

> inside. It catches up on you anyway.



Sounds much like Robert's first smoke (it was an ordinary one tho)... He

hated that too, never tried it again. He hates his ex-schoolmates

because they made him think it was ok to do that.



Alert for me never to try anything.



> > I understand that. Remember that thing about how mums always smell

> > great? Well that was one intended to make you feel good, I admit. =P I

> > love making my friends feel good and happy.

> 

> I knew that! It helped anyway (and it was very close to the truth):-)



Glad to have been of some use there. =P You know me, like every doggy,

doing my best to make others happy. =P



> > It must not be that rare. Either that or I just happen to be so lucky to

> > know quite some such. All of them close to my heart one way or another,

> > namely they're my half-sister, some relative's girlfriend, the school

> > girl I was once in love with and now you. ;]

> 

> Girls like that are just more fun, aren't they. [bigger smile :=]



LOL. I know what you're trying to proove here too. =P I'll say: Yes, but

not that I can only have fun with people that are exactly like me... hmm

or maybe just yes... who knows.



> > Hehe, my 'outside world' is a wall when there is one, otherwise there is

> > none, just DirectX straight into my soul. Public access. =]

> 

> WOW. That must be what it I experienced when I was overstressed (took me a

> at least a year to get back into my 'old' self). I had no defence against

> impressions, couldn't watch the news, was very specific about music, felt

> totally volunerable (and pure). I was scared to go in public, my senses were

> overflowing constantly. And if I had a tough day like that, my head would

> 'lock up' the next day, like it was plastered into a wall. After that year,

> something has changed within me. I can't teel a lie any more, also because I

> want to stay true to myself as much as possible. Just to stay away from the

> big trap called: self denial.



I've been like this for the last two years (for this I can remember, it

was pobably much more). I really can only choose to bring up the walls

or to take them down and be vounrable. I currently solve the problem my

splitting people into two kinds: Freinds and strangers. Friends have

full access to my vounrable self, while strangers can just hit the wall.



> > A: Do you know why computers are so slow with parsing Natural Language?

> > B: No... Why?

> > A: Because all the programmers had Asperger's.

> 

> LOL! I just realize that must be the greatest (unrecognized by 'normies')

> achievement these days. I wonder how big the group is of 'auties and aspies'

> that build computers/software/networks/internet.



The other name for Aspregers' is "the Geek Effect" and everybody is

fammiliar with the term "computer geek", so that tells much about it.



It was the greatest effect when I came to one of my coworkers once (the

other told us before that he was dyslexic and thus avoids having to type

anything more than what is required) and told him I had just noticed I

had Aspergers' which was a reason for my temporary lack of function (as

I have been chewing trough the docs about AS). He replied: "Welcome to

the club!" =P ;] =]



No NTs. What luck. =]



> > As I have been coding up the program I was thinking about what makes the

> > most powerfull impression on the observer. Previous simulations have

> > prooved that what makes the distinction between chaos and good

> > immagination is simetry. Namely this form of simetry has the best

> > efficiency. Then it's up to abstract art, triangles and circles are the

> > most powerfull elements; particulary the way they are placed in this

> > program. Then just the finnising touch: Painting the object away from

> > the background; pretty simple even to a computer.

> 

> Symmetrical, but just a little of balance, to give it a little tension and

> make it more exciting. That's art too.



I'll yet have to learn.



> > Well indeed. I have in fact grown back fur since I met the other wolfish

> > guys. =P A doctor was examining the skin condition on my back and (for a

> > change) decided to give me a prescribtion for a specialist (she couldn't

> > make out what was going on back there ;) last year. Somebody will be

> > pretty neatly suprized when I next see the doc this year. =P

> 

> Tell me about it if he checks on you again. It'll be funny, I bet 'ya. :]



Ok. But I don't know if I'll want to mess around with these dudes too

much... Last time I was there about my teeth, they suddenly decided it

was a good idea to pull 5 out, so I can barely chew now. I have one of

those stupid skin diseases which I can't get rid of no matter how hard I

try (been getting all kinds of medication and nothing quite worked).

Maybe they might decide it is a good idea to shave off my back fur and I

don't want to be alive when they do that...



> > I could run like the wind just to be with you.

> 

> In a furry wolf-dream for sure.



Every day something new. =P



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